I’m struggling.

Its mad how much of a breath of fresh air this video was. 

Over the past few weeks, all last years’ decisions have caught up on me, and financially, I’m fucked. 

student-money-troublesI’m not earning enough to support my life. I didn’t even have enough money to go for my weekly shop last week. Delaying on paying bills, and the whole gamut of shit that comes along with that. 

money-troublesMy head has been melted over the past few months because I haven’t been able to operate at the speed I want to, and I’ve too many pressures on me keeping me down. Being broke kills your imagination and ability to think properly. I nearly left my business, I was that messed up in the head. (I may still do this, but consciously)

Believe it or not I’m actually excited, it’s great to realize why I’ve been struggling and gain that clarity. Now I can do something about it.

I can make a clear plan on what I want. and that is money.

 Money is important, but how much of an impact it has had on me over the past few months and the past few weeks has been a really big surprise to me.

I had always ticked along nicely. But now I’m fucked. And the thoughts of it have really crippled me.in-pursuit-of-financial-freedom-logo-2

This is a really big realization to me. Financial freedom is a big thing for me now.

ego-logoThe mad thing is, so much of the pain I’ve gone through, is my ego getting burst, and me writing this and sharing it, is such a relief.  My ego was holding me down and back, in a limited place. by not wanting to be seen as broke, I was limiting myself from moving forward. I actally felt like a fraud. How could I be talking about personal development when my life is in shit. 

But this happens every one at some time. I’ll get over it.

now it’s the digging up phase. restrictions-apply2 

I’ve been struggling with what I’ve wanted to do; I just couldn’t connect with it because I had financial pressures. Everything had to have a financial reward and that for me will never allow my fun and enthusiasm to flow. Because it has restrictions on it.

Yea speaking was interesting and Blogs and Vlogs but I couldn’t connect with it fully because I was holding myself (the real me) back because of the financial pressures I was under. I couldn’t be me because I was not free. Also on some level I wanted to be perceived (not consciously) as someone who has their shit together.  

All that any one wants is to be themselves, but our perceptions of how other people think can cripple us. This is exactly what has happened me. My B, S got in the way. ha ha. I’m glad I caught it. 

fresh-airOne of the biggest things that I’ve wanted to communicate in these videos is honesty. I genuinely am no body I’ve worked really hard learning stuff but I’m still learning and this is all part of my developmental process. Our BS can really be subtle. I never wanted to pretend to be anything else but me. But I still did. 

goldcoins_risingPlease enjoy a laugh at this, because its nuts. I’m laughing at me also.  

 Onward’s and upwards. Time to kick ass.

I want an awesome life and clearing this shit is part of it.


The Law Of Attraction In Action. The Details.

downloadOver the past few months since I set my goal of speaking at Pendulum Summit in 2017, I have had the pleasure and the awe of witnessing the law of attraction in action.

As the saying goes, luck is when preparation meets opportunity. Well I have prepared and the opportunities are coming my way.

I have opportunities to work with some of the main sponsors of the Pendulum Summit, as a result i’m getting closer to Franky Sheehan and speaking at the event.


Vision For Pendulum Summit 2017

The opportunities I see for pendulum.download

First of all Pendulum this year blew me away. amazing day.

In my experience of the Pendulum Summit, I did not see any advertising for the event, and this is not to say that the advertising you did was not effective, as the event was sold out. However, I would be the exact type of person you are looking for. I feel the reason I did not see any advertising, is that it was on TV, and I like so many of my piers do not own or watch TV. I spend a large proportion of my time online, using my phone, and using social media for work and entertainment purposes.

I feel you have a huge opportunity in developing the online aspect of Pendulum. I feel you can add so much value through this medium.

  1. Continued engagement with prospective clients.
  • Daily posts with personal development content that is in line with Pendulum’s vision, On FaceBook and Twitter.
  • Emailed articles through a Blogging platform on the pendulum site. With updates of what is going on, testimonials and success stories.
  • A YouTube channel with testimonials and Pendulum success stories.
  1. Continued value enhancement with customers that have bought tickets.
  • When clients buy the ticket they get a personal development pack. That is in line with the upcoming speakers. Eg. Anthony Robbins top ten questions for a fulfilled life. This will get people engaging with the event before it happens. It will keep it to the forefront of their minds, and be developing value in the customer’s mind even before the event.

My vision is to basically see the lead up to the event in two ways.

  1. Before they buy. To constantly engage with prospective clients to aid them in their decision making process. By adding value to them now, and keeping Pendulum’s brand to the forefront of their mind.
  2. After they buy. A personal development pack that will build them up to get the maximum out of the event. To give them massive breakthroughs over the coming year, or 6 months. A launch pad for the event.

Either way the pendulum site and social media platforms will be engaged with on a consistent basis. Which means they will be talking about the event, either on social media or through word of mouth. Building the brand and ultimately the event.

I can see the Pendulum event like a yearlong personal development course, culminating in a break through day. A complete life changer!

This has the potential to turn the Pendulum brand into the premier go to site, for all personal development needs. If it is managed right. Which in and of itself could be a lucrative business.

I believe that college is obsolete, and personal development / entrepreneurship is the future. In the future entrepreneurs / people will not go to college for three years. They will do small courses that facilitate what they need now! No unnecessary subjects. So I see business incubator’s as the future, and we can see this happening all around us these days.

I believe that pendulum has the potential to be the number one personal development environment, for Ireland. Building Ireland again as the land of saints and scholars, and becoming a global attraction.

With your contacts in the Marker hotel, TICN and all your other sponsors, you are already putting together an Expert, experience driven educational system that I believe is vastly more effective than any college in Ireland.

I see a huge future for Pendulum, and I would like to be a part of it.

If you would like to speak about this further, I would really enjoy it.

Please get in contact.





My Plan for Pendulum Summit 2017

downloadMy Plan for Pendulum Summit 2017

I want to speak Pendulum Summit in 2017.  If you are Irish and don’t know what pendulum summit is it is the Premier Personal Development Summit in Ireland and soon to be Europe.

I can see Pendulum doubling in size this year 2016/7 and I want to help it grow. How am I going to do that? I see opportunities for me to add value to them. Imagine if I sell another 1000 tickets for them sure they would be mad not to promote me. It is a bit more complicated than that but essentially that is what I’m planning to do.

I want to write blog posts and do vlogs to promote them over the coming year and of course this will reflect kindly on me.

Being-Awesome-takes-practiceI feel that what I’ve learned over the past 10 years matches exactly what Pendulum’s ethos is. Conscious, business.

Also it’s just a mad story that people can get behind. Essentially I’ve a small Cleaning business where I clean carpets and the odd toilet. But here I am setting goals that are on a global scale and putting myself at the top of the food chain. (ish) haha.

So one way or another it’s going to be a huge success or just suck hahaha. Either way I’m going to learn loads and I will be on a different level to what I’m on this year. So for me that will be a massive win either way.